travelling in this place within, too many faces, too many voices.
too much said and shouted and whispered. nary a moment of silence, when all is still.
some time ago, maybe too long ago, there were only 2 voices in this heartland of being.
and so it is, i am learning to listen to those two, and keep in this interior landscape, who i have always been, the purity of those 2 voices.
listening to that one voice, and mine.
sometimes i long to make my own choices, and i say to hell with it. but as of today, i will let the other voice decide. because as things stand, from an extremely limited viewpoint, i come to know how ignorant and how short-sighted i really am. and more importantly, i come to trust that voice knows the best for me, and loves me too much to leave me alone in this darkness. i come to have faith that time and this voice will see the truth through.
and part of that truth is the 2 voices are not separate, but in time, meld and blend together, a harmony that is breathtaking, astounding.
.... on another note, in an oasis within this desert which i know i must walk, i am amazed that despite all that has happened, i am still hopeful for a better tomorrow. there are some things that can never die. and for that i am glad and thankful.
2 comments:
Hey, I know this comment shouldn't be for this post, but you don't have a tagboard. OH MY GOD! Having read your entry on Sophie Scholl, I went to watch it today. And true enough, it's brilliant.
it's ok, as long as the message gets across :)
and i m glad you liked the film. it was simply marvelous. and the ending will blow you away. we can all still learn something from those days, you know. ;)
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