Thursday, February 09, 2006

a few thoughts in the midst of busy-ness

an 8 o'clock class the next morning, and 1 hour of wills and who gets what followed by 2 hours straight of pure, unadulterated company law in particular the raising of capital...share capital continues...and im still here, blogging instead of getting ready. what else? i am going back to ipoh in the afternoon for the mid-sem break (in spite of my PIL lecturer's entreaties on how going back will affect the quality of our research etc etc, i believe that there are other important factors that make up life) and there are a few things i have not sorted out yet...e.g packing and finding assignment materials for the partnership law assignment.

been thinking lately, one of my favourite activities, and came up with a few thoughts in the midst of my ultra-packed-with -work life...

you never know what will happen and why it does happen that way. you can only hope and believe that it's for the best. that day will come around when you know that it happened for a very good reason, and you will be glad. and even if sorrow comes, and it does, you will be able to face it as long as you don't deny it, that you always remember to be true to yourself at all times.

feelings, emotions are so much more complicated than a simple livejournal icon showing how you currently feel...sometimes it's possible to feel sad, happy and grateful at the same time, and it makes sense. it just does, because that's the nature of life. it packs so much within that tiny space of our selves. layers upon layers and some of us never get down to the core of ourselves, only that i believe that the unexamined life is not worth living. so i look and examine, only it freaks me out at times, but i do get around to accepting even the parts i don't like or are afraid of ...

understanding more about love, that it really does have the other's interests at heart, that it is about being there, about unconditional acceptance, about letting the other go even when that's not how you imagined it to be at the very beginning. it's coming to terms, and compassion and kindness and gentleness. it's everything that makes life meaningful, the friends who walk with you, the family who cares, the people around you who can sometimes surprise you with a sudden touch of the divine... the love of God and His people gives us hope for a brighter tomorrow.

good morning, people. and happy mid-sem break to um and usm students. :)


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