It should be...
humans have such fixated ideas on how things ought to be.
yes, i know. i have fairly rigid ideas on how i want and like things to be, though time has made me somewhat more flexible...i m still quite set in my notions.
but i think the time has come to accept that life will not always turn out the way i want it to, and that though things and people sometimes seem absolutely screwed and beyond redemption, there's a bigger, better reason beyond the boundaries of today... and that in the end, things usually work out.
the time has come to let go. to trust that when i loosen my grip, i will not fall off into an abyss that might just swallow me whole. to trust that i don't always know best. to trust that life should be left to unfold, like the petals of a flower as it opens up to the sun...to live each day as it is, each curve and bend in the road something exciting and promising. and when it's not, the journey goes on...
yeah, it gets scary sometimes. but hey, i m not in this alone. i was never alone, not at any point.
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I suppose it's difficult to trust life when it has wounded you so many times... but then again, sometimes there's no other choice. Sometimes you just have to let go and trust that you'll manage to miss the ground. And like you always tell me, things generally work out in the end.
Yes...things generally do manage to work out in the end. :)
It's been a pretty nice weekend, managed to sort a few things out.and as i type this, i listen to my fave songs and thank God for giving me good friends. and for letting me open up to trust...
Hey!
Wassup trina gal! This b augustus from Kenya & yeah, i just scanned ur blog 4 da 1st time, & man, i just hav 2 giv u da props 4 it! Its really nice deep stuff (i should hook u up with a buddy of mine called Ian, i think u guyz r on the same stratosphere or sumthin)
I mean reading it has really inspired me lots ( u know like the way i felt under pressure to get at least ten wives so that i can b like all my peers (psyche!!)
But seriously, i think its fab evry once in a while 4 sumbody 2 drum in2 me that I don't need 2 conform, coz the pressure is always TOO there.
Right now, i'm bloggin off but u'll b sure 2 here some more from here - esp once we get over and done with the bananas & orange biz!
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