and then it seemed ...
back at square one. no progress made. nothing. nada. zip. zilch. nuh uh.
but a better look showed that there was a new way of thinking and approaching and a new sense of objectiveness. the same problems, a different way of looking at them and attempting to solve them. emo? a bit. thinking and observing and analysing? i've never stopped. a few wrong turns, many mistakes ... and yet, i won't give up looking at life and living it the best i can, and trying to see things in a more patient and growth oriented way. one day at a time is all i can manage, and that's what i'll do.
some people would see it as a problem, but i see it as an opportunity. and an assessment of where i stand at this very moment. discouraged? no, i know that nothing is insurmountable, it just takes time and effort. maybe a lot of time and heaps of effort...but there's always a way out. always...
chalk one up to experience. and yeah,it's not going to stop just quite yet. not for now. but i ll be ready. bring it on baby. you know i'm waiting.
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