because the truth hurts the least

some time has passed since.

first there were the recriminations and the anger.

then the sadness. but knowing that it is futile makes it a bit easier. keeping the hopes focused on a distant star, on a person faraway - it's an illusion that takes one away further and further from reality and what is. not what can be.

recognising that the weaknesses in one are almost the same weaknesses in the other - where is the support and where is the synergy? bleeding hearts, broken and wounded. if you wanted a God or a Goddess, you would never have gotten it - human relationships are not meant to be as such.
some people can live with putting their idols on a pedestal, but how long can adulation last?

waiting for someone to complete you, waiting for someone to heal the wounds...
well, it doesn't happen. there is a wait, but it's not for someone to do all that for you.
it's seeing and knowing that in the grand scheme of things, the synergy and strength from a partnership based on mutual respect, trust, growth and love will come when the time is right. you work at creating these, it's true, but only God makes it possible to begin. the seed and spark of a beautiful bloom did not come from you. it was given, a gift.

so even when you are planting and nurturing, give thanks that it was given in the first place.

instead of living a lie(s), take the truth as it is - because the truth hurts the least.